DELETED POETRY
Solitude
My voice is deafening the silence!
My sight is blinding the light!
What have I come to be?
Who should I become to see?
Undone — in the eyes of those who are wise.
Praying to the gods of vice with triviality and lies.
I demand comprehension!
From the martyrs of darkness.
I command apprehension!
Of the souls of the heartless.
To be free... of being bounded.
To be peerless — and radiant!
Like the narcissist who are sainted,
And claim to be enlightened!
The silence is deafening in my voice!
The light is blinding my sight!
Now I have come to see...
What has become of me?
With crystals of clarity,
I see —That this solitude is void.
That I’m nothing but a jester, free
Playing the politics of Freud!