The emptiness that has become too much for you
Mad Tea Party
This is a space where consciousness ceases to be bound by its own structure.
Thoughts no longer move in a linear fashion—they expand, branch out, and intertwine, creating an internal noise from which it is impossible to escape.
Branches of a lemon tree sprout from the neck. They emerge where the voice, the breath, and the very connection between the inner and outer worlds usually pass. These branches are a metaphor for thought that has lost its single center. Each new thought gives birth to dozens more, leading further and further away from clarity, until the mind turns into an endless branching of itself.
The head seems detached from the body, as if consciousness no longer belongs to its own shell. This is not an image of physical destruction, but a state of internal dislocation in which a person ceases to feel the wholeness of their perception. Madness here does not appear aggressive or chaotic. It is almost calm, almost aesthetic, and that is precisely what makes it unsettling.
Lemons fill the space of the table, like an obsessive taste that is impossible to shake off. Their acidity becomes a symbol of the state itself—sharp, corrosive, too vivid to ignore. It is the taste of thoughts that one cannot stop replaying inside oneself.
And only the titmice remain something unchanging and real.
These small birds, quietly existing amidst this distorted world, become the sole reminder of normality—of a simple, living reality that continues to exist even when consciousness drifts too far into its own depths.
Here, tea drinking transforms into a ritual of the inner state.
The table, the dishes, the fruit—everything retains a recognizable form, but familiar reality has already been disrupted. The boundary between the absurd and the everyday disappears so imperceptibly that one ceases to understand exactly where one lost one’s footing.
“Mad Tea Party” is a work about the mind that is no longer capable of stopping its own proliferation.
About thoughts that become a separate world.
And about the attempt to preserve at least one living point of clarity amid the inner noise.