Come…
let white death bloom in my mouth,
powdered absolution,
the kind that erases fingerprints
and leaves only truth.
Come…
I gave you a cathedral
and you brought a knife,
called it honesty,
left it between my ribs
and walked away lighter.
You couldn’t love me..
I forgive that.
Some bodies can’t hold oceans
without drowning.
Come…
my love was famine and feast,
too vast for your hands,
too alive to stay quiet.
What I poured into you
grew me taller,
sharper,
untouchable.
Come…
I regret nothing.
Not the blood, not the faith,
not the way I burned bright
so you could see yourself leaving.
I am not wounded..
I am remade.
This was my lesson, my crown,
my cleanest becoming.
I don’t blame you.
The universe stood behind me the whole time,
steady as breath.
This is my last sin:
loving until it burned clean,
then turning my back
on the ashes..
because loss looks different
when it isn’t mine…
An1, 2025