“ᴅᴀʏ ʙʏ ᴅᴀʏ ɪᴛ'ꜱ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ɪᴍᴘᴏꜱꜱɪʙʟᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴄᴏᴘᴇ ɪ ꜰᴇᴇʟ ʟɪᴋᴇ ɪ'ᴍ ᴛʜᴇ ᴏɴᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ'ꜱ ᴅᴏɪɴɢ ᴅᴏᴘᴇ ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ ᴋᴇᴇᴘ ᴀ ꜱᴛᴇᴀᴅʏ ʜᴀɴᴅ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜꜱᴇ ɪ'ᴍ ɴᴇʀᴠᴏᴜꜱ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ꜱᴜɴᴅᴀʏ ᴍᴏʀɴɪɴɢ ɪ'ᴍ ɪɴ ꜱᴇʀᴠɪᴄᴇ ᴘʟᴀʏɪɴɢ ꜰᴏʀ ꜰᴏʀɢɪᴠᴇɴᴇꜱꜱ ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʀʏɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ꜰɪɴᴅ ᴀɴ ᴇxɪᴛ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴜꜱɪɴᴇꜱꜱ ɪ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴇ ʟᴏʀᴅ ɪꜱ ʟᴏᴏᴋɪɴɢ ᴀᴛ ᴍᴇ ʙᴜᴛ ʏᴇᴛ ᴀɴᴅ ꜱᴛɪʟʟ ɪᴛ'ꜱ ʜᴀʀᴅ ꜰᴏʀ ᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ꜰᴇᴇʟ ʜᴀᴘᴘʏ ɪ ᴏꜰᴛᴇɴ ᴅʀɪꜰᴛ ᴡʜɪʟᴇ ɪ ᴅʀɪᴠᴇ ʜᴀᴠɪɴ ꜰᴀᴛᴀʟ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛꜱ ᴏꜰ ꜱᴜɪᴄɪᴅᴇ ʙᴀɴɢ ᴀɴᴅ ɢᴇᴛ ɪᴛ ᴏᴠᴇʀ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇɴ ɪ'ᴍ ᴡᴏʀʀʏ-ꜰʀᴇᴇ, ʙᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴀᴛ'ꜱ ʙᴜʟʟꜱʜɪᴛ ɪ ɢᴏᴛ ᴀ ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ ʙᴏʏ ᴛᴏ ʟᴏᴏᴋ ᴀꜰᴛᴇʀ ᴀɴᴅ ɪꜰ ɪ ᴅɪᴇᴅ ᴛʜᴇɴ ᴍʏ ᴄʜɪʟᴅ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ʙᴇ ᴀ ʙᴀꜱᴛᴀʀᴅ” ꜱᴄᴀʀꜰᴀᴄᴇ | ᴍɪɴᴅ ᴘʟᴀʏɪɴ’ ᴛʀɪᴄᴋꜱ ‘94 | ᴛʜᴇ ᴅɪᴀʀʏ | {this is the album / cassette tape that I was listening to during my first suicide attempt in 1996 when I was 16 years old} | 🆘