I'm trapped in an absolute despair with you. when did you slip so deep into me? I must have rubbed you into my soul without knowing to the depths even the wind cannot reach. what was this now? I had locked my feelings in a tiny box, tied it to the wing of a crow, eyes closed, and let it go into the void we call life. did you catch it instead? don’t do this to me. this heart can’t take another ache. I keep finding pieces of you in places you’ve never been. how did you become so familiar to a heart that barely knows how to open? pull me to the shore, let me go, I know you won’t. find that crow I once sent away, for I must ask it why it brought you back to me.