I reflected on the importance of my life... I gave myself an expiration date, after the last time... I wanted to give myself another chance... or maybe I just wanted to keep hurting myself. I stopped risking, when I stopped really living. This cigarette smoke doesn't want to kill me. This song is always on loop. I stopped sleeping when I stopped being happy. I stopped dreaming when I stopped loving. It is useless to blame the obstacles of my past on my path, I've always seen the lighthouse, but I kept lying to myself down another road... I never liked the light at the end of the tunnel... I can't forgive myself..🥀