“I sometimes feel useless, trapped, with no escape, wrapped up I’m short of breath, I don’t see any light anymore... I feel like I’m going in the opposite direction to the world... I’ve learned to hold back my thoughts, my goals, my dreams... I’ve learned to love my pain, my guilt, my despair... Lost in the clouds of my heart...I’m cutting the threads of my happiness, because I’m not the one who controls them....”