from the essay: I spent most of my time sitting outside, watching the world go by, hearing horses galloping outside, feeling disconnected from it all. I couldn’t paint, I couldn’t work. All I could do was breathe and exist. Being just a shadow of myself as my wife told me. 39" x 43" Acrylic and Oil Sticks on Canvas (mockup for better experience) Primitive RE aka Sinisa Janjic