I'm in transition. In between blessings. But I keep on stressing about how things will turn out— if I’m even deserving of the blessings coming to me. I think up an imaginary scale and try to weigh my good deeds and evil deeds. Which has more weight? Am I deserving of the good things coming? Does the number of my good deeds make me eligible? Or will the weight of my wrongs disqualify me?